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June 15th, 2006
12:41 am - compensating for my short comings...
man its been forever...goodness..well i think ill be workin at wal-mart soon...how dumb...today was a awful day...well i guess ive had worse so not really but it was pretty bad..i just hate being overlooked. i like to be acknoledged you know. well time is goin so fast. next week my family is coming. YAAAA! i need to get those days off for real. HOPEFULLY! if not ill NEVER hear the end of it. i thought id be more excited...i guess it doesnt seem real. greggies comin this weekend for her b-day..im excited! GO MAVS! they are FINALLY in the playoffs which is unreal. everyones goin crazy here. thomas is at work...all the time. thats the only reason im goin to work cuz i dont want him to work himself crazy. we have been fighting alot lately cuz we have been cranky...esp. him hes always tired ...well now im gettin tired..so ill got ta bed..OHHHH I GOT MY DREAM APT. SWEEEETTT! im never movin...NOW I NEED MY DREAM CAR...jetta!
Current Mood:  lazy
Current Music: .............
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May 14th, 2006
12:28 am
i hate evil people who cant forget the past!
stupid ass bitch...CASEY..who the fuck are you to tell me shit...uhhh how ...uhhh thats all i can say now...im..uhhhh
Current Mood:  pissed off
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May 4th, 2006
01:20 am - GREATEST MOVIE ...EVER...
SO I JUST WATCHED :THE FAMILY STONE...IT WAS AMAZING TO SAY THE LEAST..BRENDA I TRUELY THINK ITS JUST ME AND YOU HERE BABE...SO IM TELLIN YOU...WATCH THAT MOVIE...OMG YOU'LL LOVE IT IT WILL BRING YOU TO TEARS...FOR REAL..BESIDES THAT THINGS ARE GOOD...JUST TRYIN TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER I GUESS...BLA BLA...MMMM THAT MOVIE WAS THE SHIT! ...BEWARE ITS A CHICK FLICK...IM SOOO BUYING IT!
LOVE YA
ME
Current Mood:  touched
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March 22nd, 2006
04:00 pm
well i know its been forever since ive written. but i WAS busy. now im not. i got fired. but it was more like a blessing. i needed to leave that job. and if they wouldnt have fired me i would have quit the same day. i know alot of people say that and really dont mean it but say it to make themselves feel better. but i really mean it. so im just chillin for now. i mean i am going to look for another job soon but i feel for now i just want to be alone and chill. i guess everything happens for a reason. the girl i work with also quit so now i dont know who will work there. oh well its now my problem anymore. anyway so time is all i have now. i really just dont want to work but i know it will not be long till im tired of it and want to get up and go. well guess thats it for now ..bye
rosalinda
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February 18th, 2006
09:39 pm - where does the time go...
MAN IM BORED...ITS LIKE TIMES KEEPS GOING YOU KNOW...I WISH I COULD STOP TIME...IM HOME ALONE. SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE. IM TIERED OF SCREAMING EMMIE...MY MOM SENT ME MY BUNNY I USED TO SLEEP WITH BACK IN THE DAY..I KNOW ITS SOUNDS DUMB...I THOUGHT I LOST IT BUT SHE FOUND IT AND SHE SENT IT TO ME .. AWWW I LOVE IT. YOU SHOULD SEE IT ITS ALL OLD AND WORN. THOMAS IS LIKE YOUR NOT REALLY GONA SLEEP WITH IT AND IM LIKE HELL YA. SO THOMAS GOT ME JUST WHAT I WANTED FOR VALENTINES DAY. THIS EARING AND NECKLACE SET THAT HAS BOTH OUR BIRTHSTONES FROM ZALES. ITS GREAT. I THOUGHT HE HADNT NOTICED I WANTED IT A LONG TIME AGO BUT HEY I GUESS HE DOES LOVE ME. I WANT A BABY. SO BAD. I KNOW I SHOULDNT AND WITH MY LIFESTYLE THAT WOULDNT WORK BUT SOMETIMES I JUST THINK ABOUT IT. ANYWAY IM GONA GO NOW. WELL BYE.
Current Mood:  calm
Current Music: NA
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February 13th, 2006
10:30 pm - you know who
sometimes people see things the way they want to see them and not how they really are. like sometimes i see how ugly my car can be but i fail to realize the fact that it takes me from point a to b. sometimes i only see how my friends are so far away and then fail to realize they are really a phone call away. sometimes i only see the time that me and thomas are apart from each other and fail to see the times we are together is worth all the time we are apart. i dont know. the things i saw for some people just are not going the way my mind had it. the beautiful story i saw for the beautiful people in my life just didnt or hasnt happend. my life is a ongoing thing. and sometimes i stop and think what has happened. going home was surreal. i realized im happier here. and that made me realize i have grown up. so if something like that has to happen to you then good i support it. i know it wont ever be the same with us. in a way it has already started. i find myself wondering if it is over. you will see what i mean. its not easy and i hope you find yourself. and this time its for keeps.
bye
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January 29th, 2006
07:40 pm - today
today was a GREAT DAY! the only thing is i cleaned alot and im tired but other than that it was nice. we just did things that ive been meanin to do..buy towels and grocerys..we went to church but missed the mass so now we know what time it is. all in all it was a good day and thomas is cooking. emmies being good she hasnt made me that mad. i got FOUR seasons of I LOVE LUCY and we went to HASTINGS and i bought the autobiography of lucy and FINALLY i got ANGELS AND DEMONS..so ill finally read it greggie. anyway so im content with today. well gtg im bout ta eat and read my books. ...i hate it that i gota work tommorow..one day off isnt enough...bye
rosalinda
Current Mood: content
Current Music: mario brothers game
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January 21st, 2006
10:28 pm - HOW RANDOM
I SAW RENE ZELWEIGER TODAY~ I DONT THINK I SPELLD HER NAME RIGHT ... SHE WAS SITTIN NEXT TO ME AT ON THE BORDER AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW...WE TALKED..IT WAS REALLY RANDOM...THATS ALL...HOW CRAZY HUH...IF YOU GUYS DONT KNOW HER THINK DIARY OF BRIGET JONES...OH AND SHES REALLY SKINNY AND FUNNY. WELL THATS ALL...IM REALLY SHOCKED...
BYE
RO
Current Mood:  chipper
Current Music: NONE
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January 20th, 2006
09:32 pm - if you truley love someone you gota let them go....
well went home last weekend. why didnt you pick up audrey! im upset with you. .. anyway so it was cool. i loved seein my family and i saw my dad. it was actually nice. goodness i miss him so much. i can tell he loves me. we talked in his truck. my mom looked tired most of the time. loved seein you brenda. thomas was a hit with eveyone. we went to the club..it was cool. then the stripclub...haha...thomas never goes again. and ate and oh the best part was in mexico. i dont know i just missed mexico. me and thomas mom drank a margarita together and talked. i love her. i wanted to get a purse all weekend long and didnt get one. i loved the ride home though cuz thomas was great. we are desparatly trying to buy a car this weekend we got a down payment but still ppl keep telling us no. we may just buy furniture instead. i dont know. so all in all things were good. and i cant wait till my sis comes here in march. i miss everyone teribly and if you read this greggie I MISSED YOU THE MOST! ...haha guess it was my turn for the drunkin call...love you ugly. so me and thomas have set the month of our wedding ..it will be in DECEMBER. we are starting the arangements BUT we still dont know WHERE! what city ..so ya well ill go now im getting tired.
bye
ro
Current Mood:  sad
Current Music: none
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January 8th, 2006
11:20 pm - burp...
how come everyones having babies?
this guy i knew in high school (john,,,guitar john) is having a little boy..and most of the ppl i knew in high school either have kids or are going to. werid. cuz they are ppl i never even thought would get laid...how weird. and here i am..no kids...none in the near future..and i was supposed to be the BIGEST HO OUT THERE! how strange. i really wish ppl would have gotten their facts straight. meanwhile im thinkin twice about going home. I KNOW I KNOW ITS CRAZY. but you really should hear the shit im hearing from my so called "loved ones". esp. my dad. hes talkin all kinds of noise about thomas coming with me its sooo imature of him. and my sister is kind of in her own way eggin it on. so i dont know. i may just use that money as a down payment on a car. you know i wonder why its this tough. these past few weeks have been mad crazy...just tiring. i really wish going home wasnt such a pain. but i dont want it to seem as if im scared to go home or the life im living is wrong because it isnt. i want to make it legit and if i go home and they cant accept me well fine. so what if me and thomas dont make it in life...and im not sayin we wont. but having my own family damn it befor they even know what its really about is wrong. but...i dont expect anything different from them. work is exhausting and both me and thomas are workin our asses off to get enough money to go down there and all i get is greif. man for that shit i can do something else for my birthday. i dont know...i havent made up my mind. i dont want to not go because that is just saying im scared of them and that im living a lie and a bad life...and truthfully im not so what do i got to loose. im not happy about this...
rosalinda
oh ps
i got the second season of I LOVE LUCY!
so now i got one and two...im ready for three!
its so great!
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: n/a
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